nick

everyone i see in the day makes me not sleep at night. and, for once in my life--for the very first time in my life, i love that. [February 28, 2005]

i think he's gone. i haven't heard from him in over a month. at first, i thought i didn't care, but you just become curious. i care not because i care, but because i wonder. i wonder if he will ever get those damn peach trees in his backyard. i wonder if i will ever find what he told me i'm destined to find. i really hope i do, because i get so sad sometimes. [April 20, 2005]